March 2010
1 post
1 tag
Drinking with James rocks
January 2010
1 post
November 2009
2 posts
when I grow up...
I want to be 1% as artistic, encouraging, cool, and influential as Grace Coddington.
October 2009
4 posts
feel like death
I think I am the most depressed I have been in years. I absolutely cannot stand that Harry and I are having problems and I hope we can work through them. My mom is being horrible and acting like the Devil’s Advocate. I need to get out of Nebraska ASAP. I fear if I don’t I will be suicidal. Long distance sucks. I hurt inside and out. Nothing seems to make me happy.
I have disappeared. . .
however I now have my new computer and I will be returning!
vanity rant.
I saw this posted on someone’s Tumblr and well I guess it’s a beautiful way of thinking
of something unfortunate.
“There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.” -Harry Crews
I however hate my scar on my face and rue the day and the doberman that bit me.
(Actually I rarely think about it...
September 2009
7 posts
celeb buzz overload
overwhelmed by today. meeting colin hanks, finch, and that girl from nick and norah, goodbye hung, goodbye true blood, VMAs takeover… the new moon extended trailer of the leaked one two days ago… how am i supposed to handle all this explosion… god i need more glee
googling my semi famous boss.
SCARY!
my tarot spread was creepy accurate.
i guess my cards are finally attune to me.
do i quit my job to walk in a runway show?
I made Omaha fashion week. Very Very excited to... →
August 2009
8 posts
“Once upon a time, there was a girl named George. Who couldn’t quite...”
– DLM
“Look, that night was as much a surprise to me as it was to you. But being with...”
– Boys & Girls c. 2000 hahahaha :)
why must i
confuse my heart and head.
sometimes my heart hurts...
and i feel like a huge joke.
July 2009
10 posts
Death is kind of like sex in high school. If you...
Today has kind of sucked. Although I did get some design done :) I am just sick of the anxious stomach and head I have waiting to get a design job. I am kinda in limbo with three jobs, three places in states far far away… stress.
Am I ready to embark on a city I have never lived in alone? I’d like to say yes- but I have a feeling its a no. However it’s easier to say no, because...
“ So, my whole life, everything, all I get to keep are thoughts and memories?...”
– Dead Like Me
priorities...
is being second good enough?
BLAH
my interview took too long and didn’t end up working (video chat wise) so I missed the hair show :( boo
oh well.
rule #1 today : no more eating unhealthy food